Things continue to progress nicely for ISN’T IT ROMANTIC? Tomorrow, I’ll finish my shot list and storyboards and Sunday afternoon, I have a meeting with my director of photography, editor and first assistant director. We’ll put together the schedule for each day of shooting. Once we have that level of preparation, the shoot will go smoother. We will be better able to handle any curveballs that may be tossed our way.
Other members of my team met today to work on set design, wardrobe and props. I have a team of dedicated and talented individuals who believe in this project every bit as much as I do. Just about everything is in place. Of course, one thing that we can’t control is the weather. We can only hope it cooperates during our exterior scenes.
Shooting in October in the Northeast will give us the beautiful colors of fall on the trees. The final scene of the movie takes place outside, and there are numerous trees on the private estate where we’re shooting. It should be beautiful, especially for a film about romance. Naturally, we are hoping for no rain and mild temperatures. Personally, I am also rooting for gray skies.
A bright, blue sky with a few puffy clouds is the standard “perfect” weather scenario. But I’ve seen enough movies in my day to know that a gray sky with a little haze adds a much more romantic feel to a movie. It’s wistful, just a little melancholy. It adds a dreamlike feel to the film. After all, movies are often compared to dreams, and they sure as hell are nothing like real life.
I love gray skies in real life as well. I feel as though they are the backdrop of my life. They define my most common mood. Blue and sunny doesn’t cut it, nor does dark and stormy. Just gray, with the sun occasionally looking like it will break through, but it never does. Melancholy. That’s me.
I’m in a reflective mood tonight, so bear with me. I know I’m rambling, but that’s my style. I’m just throwing my thoughts down. I’ve always loved going to the movies. It’s about escape for me. In the darkness of a movie theater, I am able to get my mind off all the things I don’t want to think about. It’s the only place that happens. It’s what I hope my films can provide for someone out there like me.
It’s often a difficult transition when the movie is over. I watch a comedy where the smart, funny guy wins the girl; beats the really good looking jerk. It’s a good feeling. Then the lights come up and I look at the empty seat next to me. It’s back to reality, where things like that NEVER happen. Melancholy. Gray skies.
Now, I’m directing my first film and also playing the lead. I’m playing a married man with an amazing wife. It’s more escapism. That will never happen to me in real life. What will it feel like when we’re finished with the film? When reality rears it’s ugly head again. No matter how well this film does, deep inside, I won’t be truly happy. I will never be.
I’m very fortunate in that I’m a tough little bastard. This would destroy a lesser man.